Just-an-ilusen

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Blame it love by Just-an-ilusen, literature

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Blame it love

Is this the bottom line? well then allow me to be so kind to break it down for you Honestly, as far as I can see the two of you are dead to me Is it safe to say I can blame it ALL on L.O.V.E so be a dear and please set me free? Cuz We're just wasting time chasing mindless illusions never coming down to solid conclusions lost in our senseless confusion. (chorus) What goes around comes around and I'm just counting down the days till it all comes crashing, crashing down down down... Don't wait for me to be around when you hit the ground because you both deserve what's coming now. When you're crashing down, crashing down down down

Clouds and Crowns by Just-an-ilusen, literature

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Clouds and Crowns

Fairytales of clouds and kings used to fill my mind but now I fear, I feel my dreams starting to fray at the seams All the words she said All the words he said Lingering like a cloud of dust inside my head Well I said, go ahead With a strangled smile while my heart bled and bled. You make me wait and you throw it aside and say let's not deal with it this time no not this time, my dear. (chorus) You must think me foolish for falling so fast from the sky Yeah, You must think me easy for letting you become my gravity. When all I needed was just a shred of proof that the ground was worth more than the sky when I saw you. but now

Dive by Just-an-ilusen, literature

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Dive

Still have to catch myself everytime I fall right in front of your eyes. don't want to risk it and lose it all but i'm too nervous to say hello or goodbye Could it be possible? could it be probable? That you and I are more than we thought But that's when i caught myself. (chorus) A year goes by and we've no more time to figure this out. Will you have me go, before we know what we have here? Can we please make a little more clear? Let's be more sincere...my dear What if i told you, I was too afraid to take that leap of faith? To take the dive that could end our lives as we both know it well i just ignore it for now... What i

Liar, Liar, Liar by Just-an-ilusen, literature

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Liar, Liar, Liar

this must be the millionth time again since you last said you'd let me go let it go i guess I'll make my own way and not his. no anything but his. (chorus) Liar Liar Liar! Well your on fire now, aren't you? Are you happy now? you treat me as if I am nothing all the while my bones are aching to crack under this pressure well i refuse to beg her for mercy (verse 2) It's not fair that you reel me in with your fake smiles then stab me in the back over and over again Until there's nothing left of me It's been 4 years and I was so close to forgiving myself Only to be pulled back under by your poison Slowly dripping from your l

All The Noise Inside by Just-an-ilusen, literature

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All The Noise Inside

So many ups and downs Even though I thought I was stuck on the ground Moving at the speed of sound and all the faces are blurred around me The fine line between truth and lies Smears, disappears before my eyes (chorus) All the noise inside makes me so alive Let's start a riot Try it all over again, one more time While we're blinded by city lights and sky heights Sing it outloud: That we're unbreakable now It's all up to us now To straighten things out Leave the past behind Strip it from our minds (Let's set our eyes on the sky) (chorus) (bridge) So what do you say to pushing "rewind"? Just start over, you and I? Now th

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Blame it love by Just-an-ilusen, literature

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Dive

Liar, Liar, Liar by Just-an-ilusen, literature

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Liar, Liar, Liar

All The Noise Inside by Just-an-ilusen, literature

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All The Noise Inside

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Jerome by Just-an-ilusen, literature

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Jerome

I reached for the brass knob covered in brush marks of acrylic paint and I turned my wrist, letting the door slowly swing inward, creaking. A gust of the over powering scent of wet paint and oil washed over me, and I started to feel lightheaded, partly from the smell and partly from fear because I’ve never entered his room before. I regained my awareness and cautiously stepped in… The only sources of light were small cracks between three or four overlapping wooden planks nailed across the window. Several flakes of dust floated in the light, like little bugs riding the air. I turned my head toward a simple, unmade

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Deviant for 16 years
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"you must stay drunk on writing so that reality cannot destroy you..."

--Ray Bradbury.

Current Residence: cloud 9
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Sm/Md
Favourite genre of music: pretty much open to anything (except screamo death metal, i can NEVER understand what they say)
Favourite photographer: ME! haha just kidding. uhhhh. dunno.
Favourite style of art: Paints and pastels, oh and sketches too!
Operating System: Window's Vista
MP3 player of choice: iPod TOUCH!
Favourite cartoon character: Train from Black Cat
Personal Quote: "Subvert the Ordinary"

Favourite Visual Artist

El Greco and other assorted Artists

Favourite Movies

Lost and Delirious, Rent

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Fireflight,Paramore, Linkin Park, Evanescecne ( i totally spelled that wrong), Flyleaf, Foo fighters

Favourite Writers

oh geez...too many to name. O_O

Favourite Games

Assassin's Creed 2

Favourite Gaming Platform

Xbox 360

Tools of the Trade

pens, notebook, iPod, grand Piano (if accessible T_T) Inspiration

Other Interests

Singing and writing my music, volleyball and soccer, drawing in pastels werewolves (GO TEAM JACOB!!)

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Just-an-ilusen

Jan 23, 2010

.Overcast.

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So. Here I am.     With January pretty much gone, I have 7 months until I drive by myself. All the way to Greenvile, North Carolina to College. I can't wait to get out of here. I love Durham, it's my home. But lately all I've wanted is some space to breathe. a fresh start(again haha). I haven't been writing and I think that might be the problem with my lust to get out. All my thoughts aren't able to find a way out, there just sit there and marinate, sit there and get piled up on top of more thoughts. It's not that I don't want to...it's that...I can't. Kind of like it's just poof gone. So. I gotta go looking for it. Ask my old creative writ

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Oct 27, 2009

'Ride Warriors...Ride on!!!!'

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WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! i successfully made it out of Kings Dominion alive!!!!! :star: I rode that  GINORMOUS!  drop tower 4 times!!!! (and i DIDN'T scream on the way up this time :D ) :star: I thought I was gonna die when i first saw the flight of fear car zoom off from the lines. I was freaking out. :star: I think i got like a zillion bruises from the Grizzly, Rebel Yell and the Hurler....never again am i going to ride those rickety wooden ones. no. i refuse. :star: Sarah and I were freaking TRICKED into going into a haunted maze that replaced flight of fear at night and I was spazzing out at every corner...and everywhere we went

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Oct 14, 2009

WHAT'S UP COCONUT?!?!

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Life is good! potential relationship. decent grades, hopefully college soon and best of all: NO DRAMA. I'm so glad I was able to start off my senior year right...now let's see how it'll stay that way. Excited for Macbeth auditions coming up in November! I'm gonna audition and try to get a good role, Hopefully Mr. Martin likes me enough haha :D AP psych is SOOOOOOOO interesting! It just blows my mind! and now I think I got the hang of how to go about studying and get good grades. hoo-rah! Wizard weeks next week! and I've been sorted into Ravenclaw, on top of that I am Head Girl of Durham School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. how's that for ama